I have been sleeping worse than usual over the past week. I'm not sure why, but even the things that typically make me sleep better haven't worked. When I'm this tired, I am just not myself.
- I'm cranky
- I have no attention span
- I'm easily overwhelmed
- Crap that should never make me cry, puts me in tears...and then I feel like an idiot for crying at all
- I just want something to make me feel better... but everything I try just makes me feel worse
- I'm paranoid that I have done things wrong
Really, I'm no good to anyone like this. Still I have to try. There is too much to do for me to be totally useless. Sitting around feeling totally sorry for my self isn't going to make anything better. I have decisions to make and to stand by. Even when I am scared, and not totally sure what to do, I need to muster up some focus and listen to my instincts.