Happy Birthday Mom
The nightmares were pretty vivid last night. Unless there is a soul sucking bed involved, they usually are on the hard days. Then in a half awake stupor I almost reminded myself that I needed to call her today. It was her birthday. She should be 58 today. There were no tears today, but a heavy feeling that something is missing. Some of the hardest moments when all I want to do is pick up the phone and call one of them. It is nice to have people who love me and support me on days like this. I am a very lucky girl.