Of Course I Hear Voices: I Own Parrots

Actually, I have been looking back at childhood photo's recently, and in almost half of the pictures I am holding my old toy camera. It was a Fisher Price 110 camera complete with the rotating flash. It also had a zoo slide show with it. I basically took it everywhere until someone bought me my pink 110 camera, and then I took it everywhere. Now, I love taking pictures. Ask me anything

Watch "Liz Phair - Why Can't I?" on YouTube It just came on my phone and it made me smile...not sure why but I will gladly take it

I'm a little leery of hoping for things. 99% of the time it just leads to me getting disappointed and my heart getting kicked to the curb once again. Whether it be a relationship, a friendship, a job or any other opportunity, it still sucks when what you hoped for falls through. It is one thing to just have feelings about something. Feelings can be hurt, but your heart can't truly be hurt unless you have put hope in those feelings. Hope is what makes it real. A little over a year ago, all my hopes were pulled out from underneath me. I became dependent on my "gut" to lead the way and keep me safe. Every time I have not listened to my "gut" I have met disappointments, or been left with another mess to clean up. Most days, I just chose to play it safe. My heart just seems to want to keep getting stepped on, and I can't stand how that feels. Now I am faced with a situation where I promised myself I wouldn't hope, but I did...and now I don't kno