Choices
A few months ago, I was faced with a choice. Option 1: Be selfish. Keep pushing what I wanted. Option 2: Be patient. Be a good friend. See what happens. Option 3: Just walk away. Option 1 results: May have had quicker results, but even if I got what I wanted it would probably end with me losing a great friend. Option 2 results: Could turn out great...could be disappointing. No promises, no guarantees and 100% honesty. Regardless, I would still have my friend in the end. Option 3 results: Probably get to keep my friend, but always left to wonder about the possibilities. Keep myself and my heart protected. After a pretty sleepless night on a couch in Anderson, I knew I had to make a choice. I was falling for him despite all my efforts not to. I really had tried. The timing was *all* wrong. I had spent so much time keeping myself safe...did I want to put myself out there again? There were no guarantees...and I had no idea how things would end. Your heart can't be broke...
