The War Zone
My life will never be the same. I have to move on, but there is so much I have to do and I feel like there will never be enough time. It is like I have entered a battlefield. Last week, I would have given anything to make it through one day with out more bad news. I'm tired, stressed and overwhelmed, but I have to believe it will get better. My mom spent years doing what she had to do to keep our family together. It wasn't easy, and she almost lost the battle a few times. Now I feel like it has fallen to me. It isn't like she just passed the baton. I was not even in the race. I wasn't on the track, Hell, I was still in the stands, but now it is my turn.I am not a fan. 1) I am 4 hours away and I feel helpless. I handle the paperwork and the lawyer...and help Amy search for jobs. 2) I wish my sister didn't feel like she was having every thing taken from her. Her pets and home are up in the air at the moment. 3) I wish my brother would stop thinking he is running the s...