My Insecurities

The things I worry about...not all these all the time (because holy geez that would need some therapy), but if something is bothering me it is typically one of these things:

Have you ever wished most of the last year of your life never happened?

Have you ever looked at your friends and wondered: How in the hell am I supposed to compete with that?

Have you ever worried that the next phone call you get about your dad being the worst thing you could hear?

Have you ever wondered if you are doing what is right for your family?

Have you ever wondered when it is your turn to get what you want?

Have you ever wished you knew how to take away someone's pain?

Have you ever wondered if they would miss you if you were gone?

Have you ever realized part of who *you* were is gone, and you can never get that part of you back?

Have you ever missed the person you used to be?

Have you ever been afraid to hope for what you want?

Have you ever been afraid to follow your own heart?

Some of these are pretty selfish. Some are irrational. Some just come from pure fear of being broken again.